Then from now on, I should move away from your life if today was an exceptionally smooth day for you, without me.
Just somehow, my heart sank listening to the words you said ..confirming what you said was real hurt a thousand times more. I would never say those words to you. That my day went smoothly without you. Because I'd miss you and yearned for you every minute when I know that you're not around, talking to me like you would. You made me realised I shouldn't be bugging you before school/in school/after school anymore. I don't want to be a distraction and the reason why you'll not score up to your expectations in exams. I know how important exams are and I don't wish to be the one ruining your future and be blamed once more. I'm sorry for calling a lot of times when you're sleeping when I know I shouldn't distrupt your sleep. Just wanted to hear your voice and talk to you. I know I asked you to sleep but I don't think I really want you to do that but It's my fault and I'm sorry. Since you said there's an alarm clock you don't need anyone to wake you up anymore then I shall not bother your sleep next time. And you shouldn't be calling me too. I'll wake up to your Holdin it down for the undreground song every morning:) At least I'll get to wake up and think of you.

I miss you badly:'(